He (Jesus Christ) gave himself for us. He died to free us from all evil. He died to make us pure—people who belong only to him and who always want to do good. ~ Titus 2:14 (ERV)
Lord Jesus, when I remember the wonderful things you have done for us I want to commit all of my time and energy to you, and to doing the things which are important to you. I want to serve you only. But what I want to do and what I actually do are sometimes two different things. I don't understand how it is that I could love you so much and still get involved in things which are contrary to you. Please forgive me and continue to pry my fingers free me from the evil which I grip. Do be patient with me. I am growing in the right direction -- even if it is slowly. And I am going to honor and serve you with all my heart. It may take awhile for me to work up to that but that is my goal. There is nothing greater that I could do with my life. And I'm going to continue moving that direction. I pray this in your name, Christ Jesus, because I know that this is what you want. Amen.